ChocoboY giving up???

frm the 1st day of the year, chocoboy and berrygal hav been working very hard to keep up with their love for each other, facing so many problems and humiliations...so much to here from berrygal that she wants him to go away out of a sudden wen he is her life...

y did berrygal do such? chocoboy doesn't understand, well, a little. but, ever since berrygal began to move away, chocoboy had been upsetting himself, thinking of the stupidest ways to end his life...atleast so that berrygal would understand that chocoboy was willing to giv his life to be with her, no doubt, berrygal had done the same, hurting herself in the name of upset and stress...

one night chocoboy really couldn't bear the pain he was having from his chestpain, he gave up!!!
for a few minutes his world turned darker than night, only to see the weirdest of things he never imagined....the undead!!! everywhere!!! how is this possible?? is he dead?? maybe... but the fright of that night told him that his end is coming soon in some way but he has so much to achieve...wat is he going to do???

5am...

he got back t0 his senses...well at that point he jus fainted out of fear to remember the things he had seen...

arnd 9am...

a call...
he answered...he was so sick he didn't even knw who he talked to...after awhile he msg berrygal, and she said she was the one who called...he was too weak that he didn't wanna go to school for his exams...all berrygal said was," do u wanna let u parents down again?"
the nex minute he got up to go to skool..
everytime he think of wat he told berrygal, he jus scolded himself infront of the mirror, how could u??? she means so much to u, but u asked her not to talk to u...how would she feel???
but chcocoboy thoght,...if a girl is moving away from u, that means she wants u to try to get closer..but wats there in forcing a girl for love wen she wants to move away?? chcocoboy always wanted his little one to grow up under his eyes, but now already she can't recognise him, how would she accept him...
den wat can he do? both sides wanna push him away...then there isn't a point in chcocoboy to change and live... right?? he loves berrygal so much...but berrygal doesn't want him...only tears hav lasted...chcocoboy was never meant to be loved...no one wants him....no one needs him...will he giv up?????

NO!!!!

he will wait till his last breath for berrygal to accept him once again....he will study for the sake of his father's condition....he isn't a weakling...he can prove his love...he can do it....he will..he must!!!!

~chcocoboy loves berrygal tonnes~