failure. jus one step away from success

today was o level result....

and boo was to recieve hers today...

i was blowing and blowing and blowing outta tension...

thinking wat might the outcome...will she fair well 0r jus....

i called and callled and called

but she wouldn't answer

after lesson she called...

32!!!

and i was like," are u joking"

den she called from her place...

this time she was crying....and i was like

omg...

she was like, this is the end...wat is family gonna think of me...

wat r my frens gonna say??

everyone is gonna look down on me again...

i tried consoling but she wouldn't budge..

she even said she was a total failure and she rather end her life....

is this the way failures behave....

maybe i did

i got 28...seriously...it sucked!!!

i concentrated al the time studying...i tried all my best but i turned to hav jus gone down the drain...my whole sec skool life, i sucked...i never did well until the final yr papers

wel this is wat i said to her, and i hope people out there who are in the same situation should also understand my point...

failure ain't the end of the world....no one is a born failure, unless if their really stupid.

and surely no one is...

if u keep regretting and crying, den u can never move to the nex level...

stop crying and think of the nex move...there are millions of people at even a wrost state than u r...

its ultimately ur life....u can be studying under ur parents' money but...

in the end its ur life. u live for ur future...there are people working and studying at the same time. and one day or another they will surely make it..

i wen for a motivational talk once by adam koo during my sec skool life...he said he was a failure once. but he still came up in life and started his own business to help students understand tt there is something everyone can achieve from their failures

ur parents can cry for all they want...tts their feelings...u hav to stay strong and giv them the assurance that u can still do it...only u can decide ur future...

are u living a life for urself or others?? u don't owe a living to anyone except ur parents for the amount of hardwork, sweat and shame they had gone thru to bring u up...and this is not the way u r gona treat them...by crying...NO!!!

u hav to continue...u hav to work harder....u must show everyone that u can do it

so yea...ppl reading this...understand...its ur choice...whether u wana end ur life or u wanna end ur failure...

as for my baby boo...she will understand...i knw shes capable of something better...i never lost hope in her..she will make it..

gd day frens!!!=)