terrible timess...(part II)

well the day started as normal

luckily today my day started at 10am...

jus as i was opening my eyes for a glimpse of my cieling, i felt my phone vibrate...

"SWAAMIYAE SARANAM AYYAPPA!!!"

and all i said was...stupid phone, u've been saying this every morning for the past 2 months, so zip ur damn speaker..

den as usual i wen to do my morning chores...den i felt an itch in my tongue, so i lit a stick in my room and happily puffing....

i was jus waiting...bi..we will u msg me..wen will u talk to me...

left for skool..on the way i met an old fren...zakhir..talked to me abt his course.he was also taking mechatronics but in ite....

den my 1st lesson...haix...the usual nagging..but this time my freaking teacher looked much different...he dyed his damn hair black...i was like, holy jesus christ!!!

and for my shocked i passed his test...

hungry as usual

so i wen to the new canteen in my skool....waaahhh...damn damn big...like OMG!!!

but...my appetite turned afta seeing the crowd...like WTH..no place to sit..screw 1st yrs...

so i wen for classes as usual...until the last lesson of the day, maths..

all my happiness toppled down wen the freaking tutor said tt i failed my paper....and y did the lecturer say i wasn't in the failure list...wasn't it cheating my feelings...well accidents do happen...they are old even if their experienced...

the day continued....

i expected her to be looking out of her window...but she never did...only wen i called or msged her den she would....

go home even worst....my sis was talking to some guys, smeone saw it and told my dad...and it seemed they were touching...maybe jus the frenly tap...but matters became worst wen she came home and mom confronted her...she stood like a gangster, so step and rude...wen i scolded her...she reminded me of my past and made me shut up...so much for being a responsible elder bro...sobsob

i jus washed my hands on her...be it her way...y do i care...i myself hav so mucha headache...

den we wen to temple...today vaikunda yaekaathasi wat...

afta tt come home no food...i felt damn angry...well a hungry man is an angry man

so i jus had a cuppa milk den wen online

tt pig came and started to brainwash me...

do u know ur group is angry wit her

they wanna talk to u

they wan us together

i got new frens...

i wanna be doctor...

i wanna prove tt i can be better den u

i'm willing to accept u back

i still love u

wat hav u got to say abt my life.....

all i said was...some things can never be changed in me

how could she tell my group???

wat would they think of that poor girl??

and den a msg came

"mama akka wen to work today as bus attendant and she wen pass ur place many times...she came home and sat at one corner, crying like a mad dog...den she go and drink soap water..now she vomitting"

my heart jus stopped for a sec..

y???

can't these situations jus change for good....

i wan my baby boo backk safe in my arms...

well i'm jus hoping tmrl will be a better day...

gd night

cya guyzz!!