terrible timess....

one of the worst days in my life

the day she ruined my love life

i never felt so down b4...

boo was so upset that she couldn't talk to me cos i had no money in my phone...

and my gf was wanting to meet me...she took a taxi to my block...luckily i wasn't there

but she met me at bustop and follow me to skool...talking, talking and talking

scolding me for my mistakes...yes i hav done...no denial..but wen i wanna move away, y pull back and torture me??

she tried her best to make me listen but nvr did work out...

hour later...

machi sent me a msg to top up my phone..

so happy...i can finally talk to my booo

BUT.....

she on the other hand decided tt it was the last day tt she talked to me

she wanted to move away...for good...atleast so that her parents will gain the trust in her.

well, i jus felt that wat she said was right..after all, true love waits...we decided to hav a gap btwn us..but we promised to each other...to wait for this 2 yrs for each other, to study hard...

i'm hoping she will keep to her words...i stopped all the bad habits i had jus for her happiness...i wan her to be happy and smiling like a queen...

evil still did lurk..trying to change my mind, jus for the sake that i had done so many things wit her...but my mind has alreadi set to its mould, nothing could be changed...

in the evening i wen over to my grandma's place to visit her one last time before she leaves for india tmrl to sabari mountain range...

mama was saying his saranam.and my grandma entered the house afta i did...after awhile mama came to me,"here, something special for u...", and to my surprise, he handed me a black veshti(dhoti) and ayyapan's namaskara slokam...like..OMG!!! i always wanted a black veshti and i was looking for the list of slokams like a mad fellow...

i looked up and said,"BLESS U LORD!!!"

god always said,"u weren't born unreasonablly...every soul has a goal...and i hav a plan for u...wait patiently and i will giv u wat u want in the best way"

life goes on...i jus wish baby boo was around to share my happiness...

i missshhh euuu bi!!!!