terrible timess...(part III)

like i said yesterday, i expected today to be a better day...

no doubt...it was...but jus a little....

well this morning as usual, my phone alarm,

and den appa outside snorning like some engine starting...lol

he jus came back from guru appa's house

den i was thinking....global indian international skool....

and i jus left...

i expectedto c my baby...

around 8.30 i was at the opposite block...

anxiously waiting to c her...

no skool buses came...

screw la....

waitied

and waited

and waited

tilll the buses and vens entered....

and i was like

is she in this bus....oh maybe that one..no this one...den suddenly

THAATHAA

he was also working there....

as a driver....

straight aWay i pull my hood up to stay lower profile till he left

afta that all the buses left.some parked inside...and den i jus tot...oh well maybe she jus might hav left...so i moved towards the busstop

and den

red navaz t-shirt, black jeans, sloppy hairdo, slpy and sad faced....

it was my baby booo.....

i was so damn happpy...but she was wit another lady...

i straight away turned away to another direction thinking she might notice me...but too bad she wen the other way for breakfast

den i jus continued to the busstop....

one minute i thought...maybe she might be walking to the previous busstop so i wen to the nex one and waited...thinking of giving a surprise...

but ended up she didn't take the bus

so i wen to her block..thinking she might come...writing i my diary to her...

den i tot...i wanna listen to her voice..

so i called from private...den she picked up and said helo

but i kept quiet..den i called a 2nd time this time to talk..

but wen she answered...she couldn't even remember my voice!!!!

OMG!!!walauwae!!!
den i talked to her awhile,

den i left to skool.....skoool...such a sucking day...

so bored...i nearly slept... and den i felt...should i go for my last class...den i tot...aiaya

hackcare i'm so damn lazy...lets go home and study....so i'm like back at skool slacking awhile and gonna leave now....

to be continued.....

maybe....

i'm back

yea...so my day continued...came home..slept for awhile den i wen to do my prayers

and jus after tt...priya talked to me...she said she sent me an email abt her feelings...

well...i jus read it and i jus couldn't understand y some girls are really fickle minded..

my baby boo wasn't like tt...she stayed the same way as always...

infact her words realli realli boosted me...afta seeing my blog, boo actually reminded me tt men are always higher den girls...and so as i was saying

the fatty tried all her best to chat her way to win my heart wit her pitiful self...and i told her oni one thing

love never comes out of pity, threat or force, it comes wen u feel tt u need tt special someone n willing to do anything for tt person and provided tt person will accept u for who u r and not wat u r...not asking for anything in return but oni a love tt comes out of our own free will..

and she continued her pleading...

i'm not gonna be showing my love outta pity..thats not true love...wen i reali feel that u should be loved for ur character and the way u treat me, den i will willingly love u...until den, dun ever talk to me...and i wen offline

she threaten to cut her hand...i said, do wat u wan...i'm not gonna be threatened by anyone for anything

no more the old kumaran....someone strong at heart..
a new flame burns inside, to strive to be the fittest, having the thurst for success, never to be the weakest link!

thank you baby boo for being such a wonderful motivation in my lifee!!!!

cheekybunny loves euu!!

kekex