i wan a life with u

good morning world.
well its a day i had been afraid to face..my boys were to talk abt the problems tt i was having wit my girl...i wonder why they trust her this much.but i jus hope they will understand my feelings wen i do talk to them..

so yea...
morning wen to temple...prayed tt my baby should pass her o levels very welll
then there was this guy who approached me outta nowhere....
he said i had the eyes of a tiger...i was like,"huh?? wat u talking??"
and den he told everything tt i was facing...inch by inch...and he said he saw a theyjas tt showed tt i wil succeed...well afta tt i jus wen home...thinking whether all this was true...inever really thought abt myself...and today someone randomly talks to me abt this..waaah
who knows..god may hav his ways

den come back home had a big cuppa coffee...sux nowadays....even though i love coffee
maybe its jus the way i make it...
den was watching this movie abt this couple, who loved each other...but one day they met and talked abt their future,...the guy hadn't a life...the girl was studying
the guy decided tt he will come up to the level of the girl's father...and the girl will study vry hard and succeedin life....till then they wil never meet or talk...but they cried and smiled to each other's picture which they had with them...in the end both of them succeeded in life...but they still waited till their parents accpeted their love..and finaly they got married..and guess wat..the time frame they seperated was 2 yrs..
i was like...OMFG!!! its almost my life..shooot!!!!
i jus hope my baby would never forget me...and wait till this 2 yrs end..and i'm praying damn hard tt she should pass her o levels..
and i hav to get a job soon...i'm so damn broke.....i had a big dream tt i must make my parents retire early cos i wanna take care of them with my care and love and support them in my money...i wan them to sit at home and rest like king and queen...so much of dreams in my mind...
i wish it will all come true....


practice session....
starting foo...all like thunder..my thavil was like suddenly very loud...but wenever Gino play...like got no point playing know..my thavil does wonders....hehe
and den the singing and alll but suddenly...
tt fat ass came....wit kapi...like wth!!! and kapi holding baby....
welll baby looked very cute like small princess...but t idiot realli realli turn down my day by her sight...y does she hav to stick wit my group...y did she hav to come there at all..
afte 2 hrs they left and i was like..finally!!!

on the way bac i saw a msg from kutty boo.....periya boo fainted...and i called.,...she said tt periya boo had been crying the whole day...and den she was talking to her god mom and suddenly she jus fainted.den kutty boo said she was brought to hospital...and i was like,"which hospital???? can i go see her pls????? maybe wen her parents aren't arnd???"
den she msg me saying tt instead of being admitted shes staying at her aunty's place...
so den i felt abit better...

den i rushed home to go temple cos today was a full moon and there was a prayers to attend to...
and den there was this guy, ganesan, from ruthrasakthi, who was a temple volunteer....and he ask me," bro...arrh, are u able to carry the god pallakku???"
and i was like...to god's grace..yay!!!
and den they gav me to carry murugan...waaaa...so happy...there was also ayyapan and angalaparameswari...
half way thru the temple i was dieing...the perso infron of me was so damn short..alll the weight sit on me..
den there was this guy who asked tt shorty if he could manage...and tt fellow said tt he was suffering...doesn't he know he is short and i'm supporting his weight too????
wayang la...luckily a big size guy came infront and took all my weight until we wen out of temple...tt guy change wit a thin man....and i suffered a worst pain ever...luckily we wen in and put the palaku bac...

afta the prayers my parents wanted to walk home..but i was alreadi feeling damn sick....
and den i msg my baby how she was feeling and all...she said she saw her soul going up...like wth!!!
y is she so like this???? i cried tilll i reach boon keng ....and she was like, how much can a human suffer...well in this world everyone is suffering...no matter how big our problem is there is something bigger out there...
well i talked to her nicely and she sort to feel better again....
reaching home i met muru and some other boys and den i said tt i was thirsty since morning never eat and drink...and mani took a guiness stout long can..well for the hurt and upset i had inside i would hav drank...but for my babyboo's sake i never touch it and left home...and den baby msg me asking for some romantic lines..it had been sucha long time since i msg her such things...and wen i did, she felt much better..shes happy i'm also happy...
i love my babyma!!!!