chemistry of love types

sometimes i jus wonder wat love is all about... some love expect gifts, some expect physical intimacy, and some, jus love, nothing else...but my new life with my love has been a combination of all these love types...when she likes something, she would always tell me, like clothes, i do love to see her in the most posh clothes cos my baby is a hawt hawt babe...hehe..well if i have enough, i could get it for her.

when she really feels that she needs that private time with me, i'm more than willing to spend it fruitfully with her, she feels so much loved and sometimes i just wonder, am i so loving that she gets turned on too???...haha..once i went to her place and well she asked,baby can i rape you??..and i jus rebutted...Do you have to ask???...and she us asked me to come and rape her....hahaha..well its a playful way we use to talk with each other...in the process, she did ask me if we could do it, jus once, she really felt loved for that moment, but thinking of consequences made me say no...i regret tlling her that cos i was ready for it, but i wasn't playing safe without a helmet, so i'd rather be safe than sorry, but i promised her that the next time we do get together, we shall do it...

and sometimes she would jus need a few minutes in my arms...thinking that i'm her mom...well, i grew up more under mom's love...my dad wasn't the loving type...so yea...i'm waiting for the day to giv her something special in public, well, to see the tears of joy...to hear her say that she loves me in public...the feeling is so great that as i think of it now, i'm jus hoping that it happens soon.