a guilt inside.....

like a rose wilting and dying that i hav turned ur heart into
i trampled over the most fragile part of ur body, and u thought i didn't know it.

you thought i felt the same as you, smiling at you, holding you by your side, standing up for you.
i did lift your spirit...

maybe its the 1st time someone did it for you, you felt beautiful inside cos i made you feel that way...
never have i wanted to betray you or leave your side..

but reality hit you...am i the same as others? or is it just me? who am i to blame? jus the plain old me...

lifting the weights in your heart is something special that i would do for you...but being the biggest weight for you will be the largest guilt inside of me, sorry that i betrayed you.....

i'm sorry....lovess...sobsss...