peace?

life goes on as usual,

school, prayers, bubu, friends, my pops n mommykins

but there jus one thing tt i cant seem to find, y cnt i find peace???

wherever i go, i dun feel a peace of mind

at school, stressed about lesson, too cold environment; sometimes i seriously wish they had off the air-con, walking here and there during breaks without an aim, no one to actualy study with..

at home, always seeing the same 3 faces, have to do the house work on my own wen my stupid sis always sits on the computer jus chatting, friendstering and now facebooking too, dad coming home drunk almost every night even though he's aware of his health condition, mom always looking emo;wonder why, and yes the prayers i do at hm; they don't seem to help me gt peace most times...

go out, haha, i cnt even go out, its like im in army, and skool is like im booking out and going home or something...

somehow, i jus wish i culd find that peace...help me