singing in the rain

my life feels so tough...i dunno if i shud jus giv up everything n stay alone, or fight for wat i must. i dun knw who is supporting me, who is backstabbing me, who strays in the shadows to play me out...the more i think, the more my mind gets confused. if only i could turn the clock back..i wish i had been my old self, a hard- working, studious, friendly, mummy's boy...too bad!!
i made the wrong choices and nw i'm put at a spot where i can't decide my own fate, everyone has a part to play in my life...my love life has been a total havoc, until recently, it jus changed, and nw i'm happy tt i can be my old self...a new support, she holds on to me even if i'm gonna fall into a longkang....tears for the pain i go thru, yearns for a true love...well...life goes on...